Friday, December 30, 2005
8:45 AM

broken pieces of my heart

hello.

its 8.39am.
i woke up at 1am today.
cool.

phone nv ring. cheers?
i've already planned out what to do on eve, which is tmr le.
heh.

Yest..

went interview with chyelong, his sister, and sister friend .
very kewl. dunnoe walk until where. go one ulu ulu place interview.
nevermindless..

there's one line in da song im playing in my blog i find it quite nice..
its goes like this.

我相信，找不到有比你更好的人，你心里理想情人是几分，是不是也会有我的份。。
dunnoe why. just find this line especially attractive.

ok lets skip a topic..
just thinking..

there's so many philosophers around..
everyone had their opinions given on a certain subject.
take for instance, life.

ppl says life's hard.
ppl said too, as long as u perservere you'll succeed.
ppl also say that life is just like a jail term, u'll try to break free.

what im trying to say this. all these are merely beliefs of some people .
they can be great man, noble man, people listens to them.
but the important is.. find the belief of yourself.
it doesnt matter how people doubts how u think.
your belief has nothing to do with them.

there wouldnt be 2 person in da world that exactly clicks/blends.
no matter how well the other one knows you.

dot dot dot.

i am bored.
was telling chyelong. its best for me to speak less.
talking to someone takes especially more effort.
must think properly..then can say.
someone now must be thinking.. since so hard to open up, why speak to them?
fei hua. if i dun wan speak to them i think so hard for what.

all i can say is...
我怕我说错话。。
有些人。。不知道自己是超容易敏感
的噢！

i scared i might even lose this friendship of ours.
there's nothing i can do .. even if i reflected this, or that.
i fear.