Juisin
05 June 1988
18
henderson primary . delta secondary
我渐渐的自我催眠,却回不到从前..

Friday, August 05, 2005
7:54 PM


broken pieces of my heart

ok, im back to blogging, later that charbo say i nv blog again =x

*yawns*

Can anybody teach me how to do QA's?!
*bloodyhell*..

2nd Aug was agnes bdae.. i smsed her happy birthday..

4th Aug[yesterday] was chyelong's bdae, i went to school and wish him happy bdae..sunbian take back my NDGE disc...~ seeing those sec one's, so kawaii, suddenly think of myself during sec one's! LOL. so kawaii. =x

Today is Siti's birthday, i called her around 3pm, to wished her happy bdae, she say she siang me leh ! *disappointment* .. not chiobu. hahahs.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL TH ABOVE.

this mth so many ppls bdae, lucky im da type who will nv spend on presents=x *im chao stingy*

hais. here comes da confused part.

im already trying very hard to forget everything..
xy say de, time will help me..
seems like as time pass more, the deeper it carves in me.

im turning myself to lee shen jie's superfan, his everysong can sing out my feelings at diff hours of da day=x

wahahahs...

wo xiang.. wo hui deng..
who will understand me..

btw..yest @ sch..saw jingwen's sister..
she's da one that so xl in friendster=x
wan die arh she.
lucky im kind hearted. =D

then saw one sec 1 girl, damn attract my attention.
keep flashing thru infront of me. wah laos.
sigh, the chyelong keep saying one sec 1 girl ke ai..
say he wanted to "ren" her as ganmeimei..
but in the end he says.. " wo bu ren ganmeimei de"
pengs !

" if one had to leave, the most miserable thing isnt someone gonna leave you. It is the other party doesnt knew that if you stays on and he/she would get hurt in the end but they thought that they arent there for u anymore. Love might not be everlasting, but sometimes, someday, someone, would make it forever. Forever doesnt come only on the appearance, it comes from da heart. Even the person u love isnt with you, you can silently care for them in the dark. Love doesnt need to be said. "

this few lines...
i typed mysef one. nice hor =x

byebye.

[continued at 2.40am]

tmr got classes,
can't get to sleep.

someone keep running into my mind.
time isnt a healing factor anymore.

im depressed.
wahah. so glad, im depressed.

im really standing at the middle of the crossroad junction..
who could guide me out ..
to somewhere near you..