Friday, June 17, 2005
3:41 PM

broken pieces of my heart

im getting sleepless nights once again ..

yest "tu ran" headache again..

think i know whats da reason behind ..

wo de mood yue lai yue no good ler.
although i kept maintaining a happy manner to my friends.
i know im going somewhere wrong in me..

*zhen de hen xin ku*

got loads of things in my mind, but i cant say it out .
no one might listen anyway..

somethings, say ler, ni sian, wo ye sians.. but cannot be avoided.

the longer this drags on..the longer im finding myself in pain .
sigh.

can someone help me ?
but please, dun tell me to forget, neither let time flies.
cause i know,
i can't.
and dun tell me, dun try how i know .
i've tried either.

l-o-v-e is a very complicated thing, you might continue to love someone w/o love in return.
however, it's worth it.
better then letting somone who's with you down when you're thinking of another.
how do u define love?
i think it's a responsibility and commitment to da relationship n chemistry among a couple.
you have to carve out a future together.

i dunnoe, whether im still a friend to you .
but i only hope, i can be here for you, no matter as a friend or what.
i can only hope that you're happy .
when you're sad, im here..
hope i wun be a disturbance to you.

hehs. i sound like a love idiot.
am i faithful, stupid, or guilty ?
guilty of killing ur faith in me..

i really got lots and lots of things to say..
but that makes me wonder..
would u listen? avoid? or just listen for fun and forget everything?

really hope we can find time to sort things out.

goodbye.