Juisin
05 June 1988
18
henderson primary . delta secondary
我渐渐的自我催眠,却回不到从前..

Saturday, June 04, 2005
7:45 PM


broken pieces of my heart

4 hrs 15 mins more to my b'dae^^v

suddenly gan chu liang duo. [mixed emotions]

thought of alot of things.

first, wo jue de, i am someone who is.. na de qi, er fang bu xia de ren.. whether im willing or unwilling to forget something.. its really hard.. but no one seems to understand. They all only know to tell me, " slowly forget.." , " it's da past.." ..

but its really hard, esp. hard for me. anyway not everyone can fang kai something so easily..

suddenly thought of my bdae last year.. everything was there.. atmosphere..friends.. just lacking someone ..

it doesnt matter anyway.

later you will think im too free, typing all this "nonsense" to you. to you is nonsense lahhh.

this is my fondest memories. something i dunnoe how to let go..

nevverrr minddd ... cause

this is all a past.. a memory to you only.. we're on different paths of thoughts.

arhhh .

shyt...! why am i feeling ly this again.

let me be.