Juisin
05 June 1988
18
我渐渐的自我催眠,却回不到从前..
Saturday, February 19, 2005
2:11 AM
broken pieces of my heart
posted this, cause im lost once again.
i thought i had thrown everything behind.
everything seems fine. back to normal. with the exception that im too quiet @ times. probably learned to be quiet during the holidays.
this few mths has really be hectic.
i play, i slack, i worked, and i got my pay :)
Everyday on the long bus journey to my work place and on da way home..the only person that thing that came on my mind, is you.
I onli just realised that you're still deep in my heart, something i didn't wanted to lose.
really wonder wuld u understand ..sigh. it doesnt really matter now aint.
im still hoping one day that you'll come back to me.
foolish you can say me, or..stupid, wasting my own time.
i'll wait.
work has really been easy...
just that sometimes customers flux in. knn. work like hell.
SINGAPOREANS CAN QUEUE ANOT. EVERYONE LAW BY LAW. OKAY!?
Don't cut queue. make my life easier, learn to queue. okie.
And some customers, come buy thing. look so guai lan, talk even more xialan ! NLH. see their face also dulan. nvm. Customers is always right! Buy thing, must show guai lan face. That's right.
and btw, sorry, now then update my blog. ^^v
i hope that everyone didnt miss me that much though:)
has been cutting down my time online..kinda successful eh?
i think it's really time to start another chapter in my life, not obsessing on playing anymore.
i'll work hard, to get what i want. including her.
but right now... lemme slack awhile ist.
Dunnoe why, i find myself talking lesser nowadays.
Probably due to certain unhappiness mths back. although now still abut depressed. i guess it's inevitable.
A message to all couples: Each step a step back, everything will be fine. If the other party really love you, he/she certainly won't mind baring their hearts with you. Neither there will be misunderstandings.
Sigh.
Miss me dudes.
I'll Be Back.