Juisin
05 June 1988
18
我渐渐的自我催眠,却回不到从前..
Friday, June 25, 2004
9:34 PM
broken pieces of my heart
9.34pm, realised how time passes by year by year, this year esp. fast. just a blink and june holidays will be ended in 3 days time...listening to Westlife's Miss you while writing this...so nice. Haiz, 3 days, not even started on my homework, dun even remember where i placed it...ar..sucks.. So called holidays, but actually just self revision days everyday..
Just wondering, all those graduates or diploma holders usually can haf a better job upon graduating, it's because singapore focus on the pt that, human resources is the only valuable asset of Singapore. Jobs r waiting for them, if singapore really wants to prosper, why dunch they plan for those who cant achieve in academics too? Life is always unfair.
Wealth is nth to me, what i ask is peace and a happy family. Is that too much?
I can throw away of my wealth to exchange for my family, if thats the case, i dun mind.
But i know..it's all over..
..Whole day thinking of how beckham missed his penalty kick and wish to f him upside down....
..I've let her down, i've decided to be alone, nt because i fell for another..not this reason..is because..i really need time ..and space to think.. and i dun wish to burden her down, may sounds fake to u, but that's how i felt...
Not that i don't love u..i do...can u understand..? no..
Life suck.